Saturday, May 17, 2008 @4:34 PM
Maybe it was when you started to realise you were never going to achieve anything.Maybe it was when you found out that you had no talent at all.Maybe it was when you felt like a nobody, existing among the shadows of others.Maybe it was when you wanted to make it big but you were just too small.Maybe it was when you broke your promises.Maybe it was when you never did anything according to plan.Maybe it was when you thought you were above all and everyone else was above you.Maybe it was when you dreamed of things that would never come true.Maybe it was when you desired the attention of others.Maybe it was when you discovered your past was beyond immature and wonder if your present is anything different.Maybe it was when you were always a bystander at the most cruical moments.Maybe it was when you never changed for the better.Maybe it was when you pretended to be sensitive but it never failed to appear otherwise.Maybe it was when you wondered if you were fake and nothing about you was ever true.Maybe it was when you were so insecure and thought so lowly of yourself that people were disgusted.Maybe it was when you wondered if you were pretending to think of yourself as scum, to be likable, to gain sympathy, to buy feelings, you didn't know.Maybe it was when you were the epitomy of a coward and watched while they fought.Maybe it was when you betrayed yourself and never did the things you promised yourself.Maybe it was when you betrayed others.Maybe it was when you pretended to be noble and dreamed of the right thing you should have done, what you should have done to show off, show off your "courage" but the problem was that you dreamed and only dreamed.Maybe it was when you craved for heart-wrenching songs but nothing was emotional enough for you.Maybe it was when you should have been stubborn and followed U home, so U might not be angry anymore.Maybe it was when you doubted.Maybe it was when you were rude and vulgar.Maybe it was when you only wanted to secure yourself a nice future.Maybe, to put it simply, you were exactly like you are now.That's You.
♥ you and i both loved