Saturday, March 14, 2009 @11:35 PM
When I meet someone coincidentally along the streets, it's a refreshing feeling, because I don't usually see them in my everyday life. Yet, after awhile, my thoughts inevitably stray to certain events in the past. They aren't necessarily good or bad, but leave a strong, tingling sense of regret, where I really wish I knew this person better, that we had experiences we shared. But, simply put, you can't have the best relationship with everyone.Embarrassment is nothing new. Humiliation, becomes, food for thought. Just to struggle to be relevant for someone once again, you act as the total fool. It backfires though, you end up feeling so stupid and more bitter than before. How do you console yourself? The same way, always the same way, it was already very empty a long time ago.Maybe you've lost your value, just like I haveWatched Push today, and it really gave me a sense of not knowing what was going to happen next at all. One thing or another was always happening. And when the Chinese guy screams, I was afraid my ears were going to bleed too. At the last part, I was hoping that Dakota Fanning would appear out of nowhere to be the saviour. Well, she did appear. Then the gunshot, I was expecting it, but still jumped out of my seat. Easily shaken, that's why horror movies are out of bounds.I don't know how the advertisements are placed in newspapers, if they are indeed strategically placed. But a fairly big-sized ad about toothpastes (or toothbrushes or something dental related) beside the article about the school shooting in Germany is rather weird. It kinda... detaches you from the emotions you're supposed to feel.Imagine how crucial the next week must be. Then it's the nationals, which is just unpredictable. That's how the future is.Liverpool 4 (you know the rest)
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