Monday, December 22, 2008 @10:50 PM
Justin's christmas jokes are hilariously lame.If you don't wish to speak to me, say so. Unless you already took the initiative to "leave me alone". You probably don't know how difficult it is to spend every minute wondering about what goes through your mind, anticipating your reactions, attempting to make you laugh, and reacting the way you want. Never stopped trying though, because this means something. And that something is pretty significant.There are actually times when I'm on a bus feeling dirty and sweaty carrying a huge black sports bag, believe it or not. Obviously, the circumstances don't call for a cheerful mood. Then, two seats next to me are free. And of course, I'm intent on simply preparing to sit down. Well, I don't expect an obnoxious guy to push past me roughly, as if I'm invisible, to snatch the seats away. While he's rejoicing in being able to rest his butt, he doesn't know about the grudge that I'm starting to hold against him. Blessed ignorance.Christmas. It's serene and festive at the same time. Is that possible?I can't believe it's going back to the same situation as it was last time. I thought we moved past it, especially after the experiences over the holidays. I thought we changed, for the better. But nothing is ever for the better, isn't it? We can't revert, we really can't.Love at first sight. That's awfully nice.
♥ you and i both loved