just jump!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @8:38 PM

Go Diana! While someone continues to remain paranoid about me becoming deaf.

I absolutely love these two songs from hsm THREE

Can I have this dance?
I'm greatly touched and I really want to have this dance.
"Now won't you promise me"

Scream
"The day door is closed"

Kailun's going to malaysia instead, which means our 2IC will be missed!

Sometimes when my hands are too tired to lift the book I'm reading, I wish it would hang floating in the air for me. Wouldn't it be so much easier, if I could just lie back against my pillow, with my book hovering in front of my eyes, and the pages flipping at the pace I want them to? Plus a spell that prevents me from falling asleep.

You know how people have dreams and aspirations? My dream, which I came up with 30 seconds ago, is to have my song reach number 1 on the billboard hot 100 chart! I'll have to give myself a special name. How about the one that only one or two people currently know`;

A good friend of mine advised me some time ago not to think too much, and I'm still figuring out how.

You pretend you're her and I pretend I'm him, that's why it was never going to work out. They say two different worlds roll past each other, but we never stopped trying to make them mix.

♥ you and i both loved

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @9:26 PM

It's catchy! Laugh!

Sometimes I don't even remember why I said those things =(

I had a dream. It went along the lines of my family and I having to die, although it seems like we didn't do anything wrong. Framed, but not exactly framed. There was this biggest organisation/company involved, and 10 rich titans (we were one of them?). Basically, we were turned against, possibly by the other 9 titans. I remember one of them looming over us and booming in a loud voice. We probably did something wrong, but it wasn't entirely our fault. We escaped, and we had to die. I was afraid to die and I didn't know how to, so I threw sweets on the floor, covering them with germs before picking them up to eat, where maybe I could fall seriously sick. Somehow or another, we ended up at the Great Wall of China (although I've never been there before in reality) rushing hurriedly and there was a long line of people in front + behind us. Suddenly, we turned back and saw the 9 titans. Time to run.

Once again, somehow, we ended up in a dark, quiet and empty courtyard (in Germany, probably) surrounded by apartments, buildings. My dad was really pissed and agitated, and he accidentally released a ball of fire that blasted apart half of a building. We got scared and quickly walked off, only to meet someone (who in actual fact is a guy from 3A). He, one of the 9 titans but less evil, had a machine gun on a tripod. We were facing each other and he said in a creepy voice, "I can't forgive you for betraying us". My dad stalked off, and I pleaded with him not to shoot us. I believe he let us go!

poor.

♥ you and i both loved

@8:19 PM

Don't over-analyse what you read; here, take it at face value

I like diana, possibly as much as leona. "Waha! even their names rhyme" Diana's just unique and she sounds totally fresh. Pop the champagne if she wins!

High school musical 3 seems awesome. Through hearsay, because I haven't watched it. But one thing, the soundtrack's really nice. =) Let me have this dance!

Haha and liverpool suffocated chelsea. They had no space. Wouldn't it be lovely if the standings remained the same when next May arrives?

Math - Something went missing. 5.5 to be specific.
Chem - Disappointment
English & Bio - Earth-shattering; blown to smitherins

Someone once said "One must wonder why one is not good at bio." Excuses, I probably cursed myself the other day. The hollow truth, I didn't study hard enough? Hahaha I don't even know! One word: sucks
If tomorrow's going to be like today, I very well can't imagine. So what? It's going to affect me even if I tell myself it won't.

First training in a long time. Legs sore, arms aching, but it was refreshing. Maybe you can't take away the fact that my forehand's still like a flimsy bat, and that my backhand's still leaning more than that thing in Italy. What's it called? Oh, some tower of pisa. But today I felt I was better, somewhat. The exertion was wayy cool!

*(non)confusing*

Sometimes there is a need for a note of caution that I'm the most selfish person, in case you're dealing with me and you don't want to get hurt at every turn and corner.
He doesn't dare to look in the mirror because he's afraid, or he knows, he will only see his failures staring back at his eyes.
He's not going to cry if nobody wants him.
Tell me that you're not worthless, that you're not a worse than ordinary person with nothing out of the ordinary, and I might believe you.

*(non)confusing*

MORRISON

I love the 3 lines I created awhile ago.

Walking down the streets of Liege
We were destined to run
You and I; a picturesque moment in line

♥ you and i both loved

Thursday, October 23, 2008 @10:55 PM

Maybe if things were, a little bit easier

If he can't see the hopes and fears in your eyes, who can? Look once, and answer if this is slipping away. Something like that isn't forged in a week, it doesn't have dead ends. Don't create one, when there are things beyond that are untouched. He knows, not want, to crawl out of the world he's into. To put it bluntly, would you be offended?

Having not played squash for a month, I realised how un-light the racquet could be. Not that mine isn't broken into pieces. First training tomorrow but I'm "committed to OIP training". (Not my words) Rebuffed kw approach for a movie and of course, no opportunity to familiarise myself with a proper drive all over again. At least I know the ball is the black one with two yellow dots, thank you very much.

Honestly, I have no idea what to expect. Considering the teachers i/c, anything could happen, right? You've drilled it straight into my mind though, step out of my comfort zone. Oh well, that probably guarantees the addition of many more embarrassing moments to my fair collection. Ah, and here comes the question again. Should I, or can I even, avoid? OIP is far, far more than... this.

I don't want to sound like anybody I know.

Okay I can talk about what I want now.
David Archuleta's new album (feels weird saying his full name, and I didn't even want him to win). -in stores when I'm away- CROSS
How about, 13 nov, watching Madagascar 2 in the afternoon before going nuts at Rihanna's concert? -oh yeah I'm away- CROSS

Moving on to detachment,
D and S to stick together
A private suite

Get the hell away and shut the up

♥ you and i both loved

Saturday, October 18, 2008 @8:48 PM

I could hardly begin to care.

Glad to have tortured you... Harsh, but business has resumed.

The days where I, yes I, could drink, water, at the train station. Or they probably never existed.

Disappeared, flown away, crawled past, (or simply) over. It's been tough paddling around the world for 10 months, but 've finally returned to where it all started. Places here and there that's left an impression, but we all know it's the journey that counts.

It might be october, but the festive season's hardly begun. Halloween, thanksgiving, christmas eve, christmas. Any costume you like, from dressing up as Britney's mother to the girl next door. Time to be grateful! (But for what i'm still trying to understand) And of course, the time when it all gets cold and snow starts to fall, while we hide under sweaters and jackets. Just that, it doesn't seem like it's going to happen this year, over here, right?

Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the following day after that. For all the apparent stress that the teachers have to endure everyday, maybe they can have a few laughs while marking. =.=" I hope I did very well. =.=" And after that? It's time to stop hoping. If, bio failed, it failed.

So, after Lit ended yesterday and the loud cheer, it was time to rush to popular to buy Brisingr before going home to change. Apparently, I forgot to bring a change of clothes, which was super frustrating. I was feeling really bored, and spammed kt with every thought that came to my mind. Which ultimately pissed him off, of course. =) But what really happened was that I saw this old man leisurely strolling across the road and almost getting knocked over. He didn't even care though, the car bee-eeped and slowed down for him but he continued strolling as though he was the only one living in this world. Way to go. Nice example you're setting for your juniors (ME), old one.

Painted Skin. Approached it with a very open mind and got very open results becaues of the very open audience. You see, true love existed way back, and even demons couldn't destroy true love. One's willing to die, human's willing to be demon and demon's willing to be human.

Ta-da.

He's sorry he hurt you and he wishes he could express himself.
You don't have to let go, please.

♥ you and i both loved

Friday, October 3, 2008 @9:53 PM

One Step At A Time

Looking back. I know it's been retarded.

(Kay: You Are Welcome To Leave Unless... Your Exams Are Over?)

Man Of The Moment: Robbie Williams

I'm currently experiencing the temporary form of RBS, Robbie Williams Syndrome. It all started with "Angels" and escalated (pretty tremendously, i must say) from there. Now, I'm staying away from the issues, or debates regarding his sexuality, short period relationships, drugs, depression (self-loathing) and UFO sightings (plus not so impressive 2007 album?). Also, staying away from the fact that he's sold 100 million albums, and is the 3rd best-selling artiste in... history? Rather, I'm soaking up his brilliant live performances. Brilliant isn't enough to cover it actually. He sings, and performs, great.

Knebworth 2003. His 3 day concert, each day attracting... 125 000 people. That's crazy! It's tons more than any soccer match, and way past the 90 000 starry-eyed people at the opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympics. The atmosphere... electrifying. It's that unbelievable. I wish I could go back to 5 years ago, to Knebworth, and get crushed by all the Brits. Even if I have to be 1km away from the stage? I don't know!

You see, everyone will disagree. "It's ridiculous!"

TOLD YOU! Angels is playing on radio right now! I told you, I told you, there's fate somewhere. I'm getting excited all over again. It's playing now, why?

(L) Soo. Whenever Soo, reads out !@ dedication, it's like... bubbly, excitement, and, lighter, even though, it's temporary, and just, nothing really matters anymore. Feels just like floating.

♥ you and i both loved