Tuesday, September 9, 2008 @8:15 PM
I'm going to be direct today. I try not to care about the negativities you think.I'm pretty sure that some people have certain complaints or grouches about how I hardly post, and how pitiful the length (or content?) of my posts are. Actually, that's an assumption, with only a single source as the sole piece of evidence, but it doesn't matter in this context. Unfortunately, my estimation of a long post might be different from another's, but I'll try my best, surprisingly for once.Right now, I've suffered from monday blues and tuesday blues. That's less than one-third of the blues I experience every week. There's still wednesday blues, thursday blues, friday blues, not forgetting the weekend blues. Plenty to look forward to, isn't it? Two days ago, I was standing in the bathroom after bathing, looking at the door and wondering to myself, "Am I ready to face the world behind this?" Frankly, I didn't know the answer! Isn't it amusing?What happened today? Nothing much worth mentioning, except that I realised I failed physics. No not realised, confirmed is the right word, because I already knew this would happen. Failing feels very surreal to me, just like a butterfly that floats past my eyes. No emotion whatsoever, empty and hollow. Considering that I lied to my parents one week ago that I got 10/25 for this physics test, and to discover that I got 2 marks more? Oh, adding on, is it such a surprise for me to fail a test? Because pardon me, but I'm kind of irritated when people adopt this air of incredulity and disbelief when I say I did badly. After all, I'm an average human being (hopefully), and don't tell me people ask for my marks just to know how much I beat them by? Haha.Oh and bio results yesterday?Let me put it this way. 1+1=2 right? I basically got that wrong 12 times.Assembly was meaningful, and I really hope people weren't pretending that it was meaningful. I can't remember his last name, but Jon, the "superman" American, demonstrated crazy feats of strength and shared his life story. He tore a phonebook into half, broke a rod with his teeth and snapped a baseball bat into half. Not forgetting rolling a frying pan into half. He's in the Guiness Book of World Records! In between, he talked about his horrible childhood. He was basically branded a failure since he was a child, teacher and father thought him worthless, kids chased, tripped and left him bleeding. What he essentially wanted to say was that he "never gave up", and neither should we.He teared up, but because looking at a strong man, whose hand is larger than my face, cry isn't my favourite pastime, I stared at my shoes instead.A teenager in America actually shot himself with a gun because he couldn't stand the teasing. So people, "never give up"! It is your right to have your own private space to brood and be emo, but as my mum always says =.= "there's always a limit." Don't go overboard, confide in friends, and most importantly, "never give up".Fyi, I complain like a whale all the time, but I "never give up". Hopefully... but I'm overboard? Okay I get it.Federer won US Open! I like Andy Murray as well, and the new rising young Japanese star, but I'm glad Federer won his first Grand Slam this year. England to lose to Croatia. They can go ahead and prove me wrong. I'm wondering if England's... shortcomings are to be always pinned on the manager, maybe there's a deep-rooted problem. Liverpool to beat Man U please! No Gerrard, No Torres, and Man U has Berbatov + Rooney. Liverpool still to beat Man U. Relegation favourties - Man City. Robinho play in the Championship for all I care!Let me indulge my sorrows in mooncakes!I heard yesterday thatCarrie UnderwoodcalledJessica Simpsona fat ass.!!! O.O
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