Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @11:13 PM
"I could smash the glass cube in."
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Monday, September 29, 2008 @8:25 PM
More people that I didn't think would show up will actually show up. Scary.One more day, DMP will over, I'm glad, I wish there wasn't assessment, yes, DMP is supposed to be fun, interesting, I'm bad enough, the end.You can't have one David without the other. Right after "Crush", Cook has a new song. "Light on", all the funny debate going on at the YouTube video. But I'm still waiting for the album though. November!F1! Everyone knows how the Brazilian drove off with the fuel hose still attached. *Evil chuckle* But I missed that piece of drama at the pit-stop. What I saw was Kimi! Kimi, who crashed near the end of the race. I remember Desiree mentioning "Red cars are involved in the most number of accidents. Be careful, Ferrari." Poor Ferrari. I think, (I think), F1 will be back in Singapore next year, because we have a 5 year contract. It's only a guess!What else happened during the weekend? Fernando Torres. He scored 2 great goals, Liverpool won, and I'm happy on the surface. This needs to happen every weekend.Brisingr is out! Since 10 days ago, and I can't wait to bring the book home, but I have to. I only remembered last thursday one step away from popular, and it was like lightning striking through me. =P I have flashes of imagination where I'm reading Brisingr on the flight to Shenzhen. Speaking about Shenzhen, I had been having a niggling, subconscious feeling for a long time that kailun would be going to the same place as me, and it really came true (I think). My instincts!Gosh, there's even a party on the floating platform at Marina Bay. Looking from afar at the unknown world of 18 year olds and beyond.That's all the slightly delightful things. I'm falling off the bridge, and after this, I'm going to try to grab hold and make sure my fingers don't slip. Is it always this dark?Muttons make me laugh like a madman. And I know, or rather confirmed, that "Spell" is a really great song (it's on this blog after all =P) and agreeing with everyone!Lifehouse
Here In Singapore
This Wednesday
At 5pm
On Shan & Ros
Performing A Full Set
*Faints*
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Friday, September 19, 2008 @9:39 PM
88th post!Back to reality. Happy birthday Jun Wei! Although he won't see this, it's the thought that counts. =) More and more people are migrating over to the 15 year old territory, I'm staying contentedly here in the 14 year old territory.The new number one song this week is eitherTeenage Love AffairThe Best Damn ThingOh it's avril lavigne!F1 is actually going to be here next week. Apparently the lights at Marina Bay are very very bright. Ahh it sounds very very cool, the scenery/atmosphere I mean. But I wonder if it will be exciting to watch all the beautiful cars zoom 61 times around the track. How can Lewis Hamilton see anything around him anyway? When he's squeezed into those tight gear and there seems to be hardly any space inside the car. Isn't it dizzy going around and around?But after that (or before that), they have this extremely amazing party. Gosh.I'm going to watch gossip girl. After all, I read abit of the books. Hmm? Coinciding with those days when I stood at popular for 2 hours every weekend reading Harry Potter.Walking down the streets of LiegeWe were destined to runYou and I; a picturesque moment in line
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @8:23 PM
The biggest hole I know is the one on meOkay. Finally we're here! Let's talk about exams. That is if I don't think of anything else. Exams are in...? I'm not going to count the days, it's just soon. How? Study. So many things to remember, it never seems to end. I thought I studied this the other day, how come I forgot? I must read more, practise more. I need to expand my head. I need to write math equations on the bread I'm having for breakfast tomorrow. Scribble the entire biology syllabus on the inside of my shoe. Actually, why go to all this hassle? The exams are going to be okay. I shouldn't worry my head off. All this stress, it's simply self-inflicted. Hang on. What stress? Don't. Just don't. =) The exams are going to be tough.
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @9:53 PM
If you were to look at the sky, what would you see?Blue? And white?I didn't ask what colour you would see.Clouds? And maybe the occasional plane?What if everywhere you turned, all you could see was the sky?I have no idea.Stretch your imagination, there are no limitations.I would simply lie down and close my eyes.You think you are trapped?Am I not?You know what I would do?No.Not stop walking until I found another person.But the sky is boundless, it extends forever.You believe that the sky reaches further than my determination?It's nothing to do with determination.Then?It's to do with the fact that you could walk for a lifetime.Another person might be just around the corner.You can't know that.You can't know that too.So what if you found another person?Together, we could find another one.There are so many people who see the sky everywhere they turn?We don't know. There are too many possibilities.It's my turn.Go ahead.What's the point?The point of?This conversation.There's no one except us. To lie here and talk, is it not soothing?Okay. Our existence then? Tell me something original.You realise it wouldn't be original. Someone would definitely scoff at it.It doesn't matter.We exist to entertain.Not everyone exists to entertain.Yes, some do it on a bigger scale than others.Entertain? We live just to make people laugh?Yup. We exist to conquer our inferiority complex too.Some people are immune to that.Because it's not been exploited.I think that's a horrible answer. Too shallow.How about we exist to experiment?We exist to experiment with our existence?This experiment is special. One will never find the correct result.Everything is a variable factor.If it were a chemistry experiment, hydrochloric acid would be the problems we face.Oxygen would be our family and friends.What happens when one mixes hydrochloric acid and oxygen?I have no idea.That's the second time you said that.Do you think this is a waste of time?Anything we do could be a waste of time. Depends on one's perspective.Well, I think we are disgusting geeks.We must be, to have this conversation.Let's move on to reality then.Reality is very simple. Only one thing encompasses it.What?Pressure. It's so important that it's a physics topic.It's unfortunate I can't roll my eyes.What a waste of time.
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Sunday, September 14, 2008 @9:42 PM
Reminded why I always wished for a true sisterPlaylist: Marie Digby <3
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Thursday, September 11, 2008 @10:52 PM
1. Krystal2. Delwyn3. Yee Shing4. Kwun Tong5. Douglas6. Yee Shing7. Wei Xuan8. Jiexi9. Soo10. Jun Yang11. Ysabel12. Leona Lewis13. Josiah14. Kim Wee15. Wei Xuan16. Jim17. Charles18. Ysabel19. Wan Jing20. Kah Jin21. Benn22. Kwun Tong23. Darren24. Henzel25. James26. Hermione27. Tabitha28. Mush29. Ginny30. Gosh this was tough!Anyone is welcome to ask me for the 30 questions
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@9:26 PM
Slacked.Watched two to three episodes of heroes.I actually felt contented while writing the NS Story last night. Huge thanks to my dad for helping me loads. The words flowed to me like water after that.While thinking last year, I discovered what EOYs really stand for.EOYs = Excellence Of Yee shingIt is a good omen for me, isn't it?Instead of sugar rush, it will be a study rush.Rihanna's concert coming here soon.
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @5:06 PM
It's hot outside and cold inside. Because of the air-con, of course!Congratulations to the singapore paralympian =) She won a bronze medal in equestrian, our first medal in history. Although there's no coverage, well done! And well-deserved."If love's the answer, can you please rephrase your question?"A motorcyclist entered a pub and ordered a beer. The patrons of the pub decided to play a prank by taking his motorbike away. When the motorcyclist discovered that his vehicle had disappeared, he stalked back into the pub and demanded, "The person who took my motorbike had better return it, if not I'll have to do what I did at another pub last week! And I don't want to repeat what I did last week!" It was a scary sight.Sure enough, it was returned. Curious, the pub owner approached him. "What happened at the other pub last week?""Well, I had to walk home!"
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008 @8:15 PM
I'm going to be direct today. I try not to care about the negativities you think.I'm pretty sure that some people have certain complaints or grouches about how I hardly post, and how pitiful the length (or content?) of my posts are. Actually, that's an assumption, with only a single source as the sole piece of evidence, but it doesn't matter in this context. Unfortunately, my estimation of a long post might be different from another's, but I'll try my best, surprisingly for once.Right now, I've suffered from monday blues and tuesday blues. That's less than one-third of the blues I experience every week. There's still wednesday blues, thursday blues, friday blues, not forgetting the weekend blues. Plenty to look forward to, isn't it? Two days ago, I was standing in the bathroom after bathing, looking at the door and wondering to myself, "Am I ready to face the world behind this?" Frankly, I didn't know the answer! Isn't it amusing?What happened today? Nothing much worth mentioning, except that I realised I failed physics. No not realised, confirmed is the right word, because I already knew this would happen. Failing feels very surreal to me, just like a butterfly that floats past my eyes. No emotion whatsoever, empty and hollow. Considering that I lied to my parents one week ago that I got 10/25 for this physics test, and to discover that I got 2 marks more? Oh, adding on, is it such a surprise for me to fail a test? Because pardon me, but I'm kind of irritated when people adopt this air of incredulity and disbelief when I say I did badly. After all, I'm an average human being (hopefully), and don't tell me people ask for my marks just to know how much I beat them by? Haha.Oh and bio results yesterday?Let me put it this way. 1+1=2 right? I basically got that wrong 12 times.Assembly was meaningful, and I really hope people weren't pretending that it was meaningful. I can't remember his last name, but Jon, the "superman" American, demonstrated crazy feats of strength and shared his life story. He tore a phonebook into half, broke a rod with his teeth and snapped a baseball bat into half. Not forgetting rolling a frying pan into half. He's in the Guiness Book of World Records! In between, he talked about his horrible childhood. He was basically branded a failure since he was a child, teacher and father thought him worthless, kids chased, tripped and left him bleeding. What he essentially wanted to say was that he "never gave up", and neither should we.He teared up, but because looking at a strong man, whose hand is larger than my face, cry isn't my favourite pastime, I stared at my shoes instead.A teenager in America actually shot himself with a gun because he couldn't stand the teasing. So people, "never give up"! It is your right to have your own private space to brood and be emo, but as my mum always says =.= "there's always a limit." Don't go overboard, confide in friends, and most importantly, "never give up".Fyi, I complain like a whale all the time, but I "never give up". Hopefully... but I'm overboard? Okay I get it.Federer won US Open! I like Andy Murray as well, and the new rising young Japanese star, but I'm glad Federer won his first Grand Slam this year. England to lose to Croatia. They can go ahead and prove me wrong. I'm wondering if England's... shortcomings are to be always pinned on the manager, maybe there's a deep-rooted problem. Liverpool to beat Man U please! No Gerrard, No Torres, and Man U has Berbatov + Rooney. Liverpool still to beat Man U. Relegation favourties - Man City. Robinho play in the Championship for all I care!Let me indulge my sorrows in mooncakes!I heard yesterday thatCarrie UnderwoodcalledJessica Simpsona fat ass.!!! O.O
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Friday, September 5, 2008 @10:32 PM
Knackered. I could really fall asleep right now, and even as I close my eyes, I can feel my furrowed brows and tightness of my face. Maybe there will be a few surprises tomorrow, hopefully, and it doesn't matter if the surprises are bad, as long as something happens.WASTED WASTED WASTED4 new songs for me to enjoy:Money Honey - State of ShockSupergirl - Saving JaneLucky - Jason Mraz ft. Colbie CailatT-shirt - ShontelleBtw! I totally can't figure out if the muttons have been interviewing avril lavigne LIVE or it's just a recorded interview. Can't tell! And her concert, I'm going to apparate there. *Fierce glare*Haha it's really interesting how I always forget about yesterday and always think of "Tomorrow", "Tomorrow how?", "Tomorrow" with a heavy heart. Is it an exaggerated crime to say that this week = torture?But hey! I know that sometimes, talking to my really (1) really (2) good friends will make me feel light-hearted. =)And speaking about adding one more song, I LOVE The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
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Thursday, September 4, 2008 @11:52 PM
I'm really not supposed to be here right now. But I don't know how to work my way around this big great boulder stacked in front of me, or find my way out of this tunnel I'm in. Dirty water splashing against my shoes, mouldy walls, vomit-inducing echoes of dripping drops.It's really a day at a time. I think I've mastered occlumency, it's that circle of wall pressing against my mind. Comforting and painful at the same time.Is this really supposed to happen? I'll never see my desk empty for the rest of my life.Crossing into a friday. Weekend. Rarely do I want to distance myself from the weekend.At the age of 83, Anne was distraught at turning into a widow. Deciding to join her husband in death, she called her doctor to ask where her heart was. "It's right below your left breast." Hearing this, she took her husband's revolver, placed it at the right spot ("I'll be with you soon") and fired.Half an hour later, she was admitted into hospital for a gunshot wound, to the... left knee.
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008 @7:40 PM
My cousin's wedding this saturday! She's here right now, with her mother which is my aunt. Ahh but I'm not close to them, one of the many regrets that I will file away in my life. Oh they're leaving... and I'm going to collect my new specs which cost $670.Today was training, and this rgs sec 4 squasher (i think) called mabel was there. She and coach played doubles against all the sec 3s, dominic and I came the closest to winning. Ahh! I took the backcourt and played against her, we were roughly on par... (hopefully!), though all round she'll definitely be pretty much better than me.After that, kiawei and I went shopping at J8 for gifts and prizes to give the sec 4s during farewell party. We bought different animal notebooks, a different animal to represent each of them, a waterbottle each for captain and vice-captain. Oh, not forgetting the time we spent standing outside coffee bean waiting for valen to notice kiawei. =PWhatever. Bye. I'm feeling angry. It never goes around but comes around.He's damn bloody tired. Quickly go sleep. TB will stay up until 3 taking care of everything, doing nothing and worrying about everything. Hmm then TB will have weird dreams/nightmares, wake up looking like a zombie, but hey it's okay coz TB looks like that all the time. Let's see, what else does TB need? Yes, TB needs more pain. So, hope that TB's legs continue aching and persuade the rest of TB's body to ache more.That's just the least of TB's worries.TB managed to change. Why doesn't TB take one step further to be a cruel and vindictive scoundrel?HAHAWho will cry when TB's gone?
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