Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @9:45 PM
The internet just went against me. Join the team.Oh my. Splitting headache... ivanovic is two games away, two games, from losing to dechy. dechy, not sharapova or jankovic. dechy, do I even know who she is? And it's only the second round. second round. Pretty amazing, my jinx or my curse has travelled halfway around the world to Wimbledon at London and spread to ivanovic. I'm sorry, ana, i shouldn't have watched ur match. For all you know, I stifled your brilliant number 1 abilities and credentials. =(Oh yeah, listening to radio, novak djokovic is down two sets to safin. Apparently my jinx has spread to all serbs. Gasp. And novak and ana are friends, so...Bigger headache.Heading to bed, because I want to wake up to watch the germany turkey semi-final later in the morning. Seems like my parents won't allow. But I want to watch. Yeah I want to. It'll be funny to see which team I manage to curse. Poor turkey, they virtually have not enough players for the game, if my jinx spreads to them, I don't know what will happen.Still hobbling.Today was worse than yesterday. Overshot from my house to paya lebar. Okay, I don't even need to sigh.
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @11:15 PM
Been falling asleep and being really sleepy during lessons. Doesn't help that it has been a DITD start to this term. I think of the holidays, and I feel that sleeping at about 11pm is boring, and staying up until 5+am before going to sleep is horrifyingly lonely. Not much I can do, can I?To madapple, emo rants are difficult. I want them to perfectly show my emotions but there's a thick brick wall over there. And it's virtually impossible for me to contribute when I'm not able to do so. I've failed at my goal or goals for this year, but hey, it's okay. I've learnt not to expect much. There's the tendency for hope to rise, but I'm learning to control it.Let everything go and study and train without a mind.Frequently, I tell myself, okay let's pretend my life up to this point never happened, my past is totally invisible, erase it all, and tomorrow, will emerge a totally new and different me, a brilliant me.And it's all an illusion. As everything is.Oh wait did I mention? I'm limping and hobbling. But it doesn't matter. Really.
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Saturday, June 21, 2008 @4:48 PM
I promise. I will just withdraw into my shell.
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Sunday, June 1, 2008 @11:52 PM
Today, probably the best day of my life. 1 June 2008. Have I been waiting for this day all along? You might think I'm shallow, but my heart has never felt so strongly complete before.The Click FiveWere++PhenomenalIf The Chronicles of Narnia Prince Caspian was fantastic, The Click Five concert was absolutely awesome.One hell of a show.I didn't and I don't want it to end. Who would? After all, they didn't sing Mary Jane and Time Machine. But Flipside, Happy Birthday, Empty and Just The Girl were great. Catch Your Wave and Jenny were damn fun! Screaming like a banshee, jumping like a spring, dancing like a retard and singing the head off. The energy was just flowing.Believe me, the concert was worth every single cent.The atmosphere, the crowd was brilliant. Discounting the four idiots standing next to us. They didn't really do anything. Well that's the problem. Standing straight and emotionless. Turning their heads when we screamed with that condescending look in their eyes. Come on you idiots! Are you deaf we are all rocking out at a bloody good concert! Do us a favour and go home!Well, it's wrong of me to bash because the concert was amazing! Does kyle patrick have charisma! Ben on the keyboard! Joey with the drums! Ethan the bassist! Everyone seemed to love him. Joe the guitarist! It was all just so cool. The adrenaline was pumping. The light effects were great.Headlight disco was fun fun fun. Everyone was jumping and moving along to the groove. The screams never stopped.I have a question though. Kyle said that "Singapore is, undoubtedly, our home in South East Asia." What will it take, kyle, for singapore to become your home in Asia? Haha.KT, WX and I were there an hour early! And 15 mins before the concert, I saw Soo. Haha she's pretty. Did I say, I called through to Soo on saturday morning at 2.20am. For the first time ever! Sadly, our "conversation", if you would call it that, barely lasted 5 seconds. =( I don't care, I'm going to try again tomorrow! And talk about the absolutely phenomenal click five concert.Not forgetting, the movie Prince Caspian. In my opinion, it was a great great movie. The scenes were unbelievable, especially the fighting scenes. I like Lucy and Edmund. Lucy is cute, and she's a believer, determined. As for Edmund, he's completely transformed into this mature person and like an unsung hero.Regrettably, The Click Five overshadowed Prince Caspian.It was simply a blast.They will be on muttons tomorrow night! The Click Five, that is. 8pm, 98.7fm.I guess I will know when true love strikes me. If I feel as complete as I did today.
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