Sunday, May 25, 2008 @11:06 PM
and i stillhaven't foundwhat i'm looking for (high note)
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @8:00 PM
I hate the feeling of being sick. Understatement of the century.It's the headache and my stomach churning badly. Horrible taste in my mouth. I personally believe I'm taking in too much liquids and not enough solids. *Shudder*When you consider missing two days of school, it's missing out on important stuff. Especially maths, taking into mind she's rushing linear law all in a week, and i wasn't there for two-thirds of the topic. The fact is, school is not so appealing, but important. I can't not go tomorrow and friday, there's the physics practical test and philo test.Two more days till holidays. But it doesn't seem as exciting because I don't feel well. Bleargh.Enough whining. Well, not quite enough yet. Not going to let you off so easily, am i? *ill smirk* I went to sleep on Monday night at 11.30, which i seriously shouldn't have, because I woke the next morning feeling worse. But still, I decided to take the trip to school. And when I reached, I felt crappier than before. My dad had to fetch me home again, and he was late for work. Man do I feel guilty. =( I wasn't sure if I had made the right decision to skip school, but at 9 after the doctor's, I guess I made the right choice. It's the feeling where you're no different from a walking zombie. Slept the day away.Did I mention! I did not have a great sleep on Monday night because I dreamt that I was Harry Potter and I had to fight Death Eaters. Haha! (humourless laugh) Mostly, I can only remember the fear and terror. It was unbelievably real, the emotions I mean. That's why I kept waking up to realise I'm not the Chosen One or The Boy Who Lived, but... yup, just me, the Very Normal One. And I had the dream because I spent Vesak Day reading an extremely angsty hp fic (while doing lit essay).Yay to Leona Lewis!I don't know if I should have gone to school today.Moving on. To the American Idol Finale. DA vs DC. David vs David. Cook vs Archuleta! I can't believe it though, Simon said Archuleta won all three rounds! Simon said Archuleta delivered a knockout, a knockout! on his last song, Imagine. Which everyone heard him sing beautifully during the semi-finals. So, looks like Archuleta's going to win. Well, I think he did sing better, but Cook is talented.Will Chelsea do a knockout?
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Sunday, May 18, 2008 @9:46 PM
I'm down with a running nose and cough which probably resulted from the sore throat I had since thursday. The flu. Only down to two reasons. Either the horrible weather. Or it was passed to me... and i can guess the source. Anyway having a running nose is one of the most irritating things ever. Can imagine why! without going into details.As usual, or rather, as it always happens, I'm supposed to be doing my work but instead spent the whole night watching videos. I think it started with the prince caspian trailer, which i really die die must watch, where I hopped to wikipedia to find out the story of prince caspian. Well, I read the story before, but forgot! so reading wiki helped the plot came back to me. Wickedly exciting. Hang on, before prince caspian was britain's got talent videos. Yeah. I'm not going to ramble on about BGT 2008, because it'll never end, but just so you know, it's amazing. Finally, i was desperate for something to watch, ill-disciplined and irresponsible me couldn't bother about my work, and somehow I came across this guy called... Terry Fator. AGT 2007 winner. From one to another. I spent... don't know how long, watching all the acts of this great ventroliquist, singer, impressionist and comedian. Multi-talented.After the adventures of video-watching, my work was taking it to another level and haunting me. So I took out this worksheet about Linear Law, stared at it for less than a minute, before I had the sudden urge of blogging.And guess what? It's 10:01 now.Today. Woke up at 11am. Had lunch at toa payoh where I saw rachel. It's a really small world. The rest of the afternoon was spent at Safra, lounging around, bowling. Every nice ball i rolled, there was always this one pin that had something against me and just would NOT fall. Bowling done, played squash. More frustrations. I think I spent half an hour dropping.Tomorrow is a holiday. Thank goodness. I just pray so hard for one thing tomorrow. That I will be GUAI and follow the schedule I plan for myself and finish finish what I'm supposed to do. Please Please. Sorry about the ugly white scrollbar. I tried for an hour to change the colour yesterday but failed. Feel noobed.It's interesting how the champions league final and american idol finale happens on the same day. Last year I was away at Malaysia Montage and missed both finals. But shhh, I went against the rules and woke up at 3am at the hotel to watch liverpool... oh yeah I watched them lose! Gahh. And jordin sparks won. Shoe-in. This year, I hope DAVID COOK and MANCHESTER UNITED wins. But if fate has his way, david archuleta and chelsea will win. Because I'm a jinx.
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Saturday, May 17, 2008 @4:34 PM
Maybe it was when you started to realise you were never going to achieve anything.Maybe it was when you found out that you had no talent at all.Maybe it was when you felt like a nobody, existing among the shadows of others.Maybe it was when you wanted to make it big but you were just too small.Maybe it was when you broke your promises.Maybe it was when you never did anything according to plan.Maybe it was when you thought you were above all and everyone else was above you.Maybe it was when you dreamed of things that would never come true.Maybe it was when you desired the attention of others.Maybe it was when you discovered your past was beyond immature and wonder if your present is anything different.Maybe it was when you were always a bystander at the most cruical moments.Maybe it was when you never changed for the better.Maybe it was when you pretended to be sensitive but it never failed to appear otherwise.Maybe it was when you wondered if you were fake and nothing about you was ever true.Maybe it was when you were so insecure and thought so lowly of yourself that people were disgusted.Maybe it was when you wondered if you were pretending to think of yourself as scum, to be likable, to gain sympathy, to buy feelings, you didn't know.Maybe it was when you were the epitomy of a coward and watched while they fought.Maybe it was when you betrayed yourself and never did the things you promised yourself.Maybe it was when you betrayed others.Maybe it was when you pretended to be noble and dreamed of the right thing you should have done, what you should have done to show off, show off your "courage" but the problem was that you dreamed and only dreamed.Maybe it was when you craved for heart-wrenching songs but nothing was emotional enough for you.Maybe it was when you should have been stubborn and followed U home, so U might not be angry anymore.Maybe it was when you doubted.Maybe it was when you were rude and vulgar.Maybe it was when you only wanted to secure yourself a nice future.Maybe, to put it simply, you were exactly like you are now.That's You.
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Friday, May 16, 2008 @10:58 PM
16 May! Yesterday was exactly 7 months before my birthday. I know it's still ages away (7 months, imagine that!) but it sort of represents a milestone. There's only one way, which is to keep waiting.The choir concert was good and I especially loved the final song, Beauty and the Beast. Well, technically it was the last song, but because of wild calls for an encore performance, it became the song before the last. =P It was always going to be an interesting evening, with two groups of people on my left and right shouting their hearts out. Haha. We were late! for the start of the concert and after intermission. Now the only place that I know the best there is the auditorium.The past month - plays. Shakespeare 24. Chinese Drama. Hypochondriac. All of them have been extremely worthwhile going to watch, especially with the amount of laughter. Comic relief. During shakespeare 24, we had hilarious shakespeare performances. During Chinese Drama, we had a hilarious mother dressed in an apron. Not forgetting valuable life lessons and a not-so-ordinary relationship. During Hypochondriac, we had a hilarious everything.Parvati Shallow - winner of Survivor-Micronesia On the morning of Labour Day, I anticipated myself to enjoy 90 mintues of great soccer where Liverpool would win like champions. But I found myself having to endure 120 minutes of delight, despair and agony silently in the darkness.T is the most irritating, idiotic and rubbished person ever met. T is emotionally hypocritical, which makes me think if T's feelings are fake. T must be spending every minute of T's life lounging like a foolish arse.I am armed with 3 Click Five tickets. Muahahaha! So excited. Looking forward and cannot wait for the concert. A blast.Thinking of it all sometimes
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