Thursday, March 20, 2008 @8:51 PM
Yesterday it was at the hospital, today it was at the funeral wake. I spent the whole afternoon going through the same torturous thing I went through 2 years ago. Maybe I'm not allowed to suffer that much, but I can't stand to see my aunt and uncles crying.She left at 8.05 this morning. I don't get it. How is it possible for things to change so fast within a day? It sucks. It sucks big time. Tuesday night she was alive and well, thursday morning she just... left. It's a cruel joke. She just celebrated her 80th birthday during chinese new year, everything was fine, happy. I don't believe it.I'll miss track n field. Out of three years, I've only attended once. But that's far from important right now.My grandparents have all left. For a better world perhaps.
♥ you and i both loved