Saturday, February 2, 2008 @12:01 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)- Jian Yang (1st Feb)- Tabitha (3rd Feb)- Darren (4th Feb)- James (4th Feb)- Klara (4th Feb)HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)The start of February means > many people's birthdays!Muttons are back! Yay-ness. Stayed up until 2am this morning to finish listening to their show. =) BUT~ along with the entertainment, comes homework. Bleah Blurgh homework. There's a darn load of work and I was like struggling through piffty maths for dunno how long. I still can't get it. Urgh. Curse coordinate geometry. All the formulas and points and confusion which my incapable memory can't ever take in. Not only maths. Chemistry. I doubt I can do a single question of that piffty worksheet. On more cheem terms, differentiated assignment. Just so... stupid. Me.And i woke up at 11am. I realised my sleeping patterns has changed drastically. DRASTIC. Later it affects my health and and. (all the bad disease thoughts) So i woke up and turned on the tv. Encore of the australian open women's final! Watched abit of it but hehs i already know sharapova pwnnzzz. =P Plus yeah wj her speech was great! Bordering on inspirational. Instead of the usual thank-you(s), she sent a great message to people around the world. Hehheh. I think much better than djokovic's speech. =XLeona Lewis is numba ONE on 98.7 top 20! Triple-double yay-ness. Numba ONE! I simply lurv it. Her voice is just so sweet and when she sings, her vocals are brilliant. A few days ago, i was feeling bleahhhhh... and i went to listen to the songs on her album. It totally lifted my spirits. One word: Amazing.
Anyway, i was triggered to blog now because of katie who said he was going to post. He had a nice dream about how he brutally murdered someone. O.O It's freakishly disturbing. And ARGH as i'm typing, i keep thinking of my BLURDY homework. Gawd. Monday 8km run, 400m, 200m, 100m sprints. I'm gonna put in my best. As i came home yesterday, I realised maybe i should go down to the playground at midnight more and listen to music.
Yesterday was quite pissifying. Kinda angry at... niu and everything. He sorta made me think that despite the efforts we put into the powerpoint, it still looked as if we were slacking and didn't work hard at it. The thought of it was extremely frustrating, because, it wasn't true, but the feeling of it was still there. I wanna thank all gods existent and non-existent too that we didn't present yesterday. It would have been cruel and a joke. After sch, we were late for training. The bus took years to come. Then, found out that the six of us sec threes will be responsible for teaching the sec ones after cny the basics of squash. Train them in sch. Weds and fri. Apparently, it will test/improve our leadership skills. But somehow, i wasn't really happy. Probably coz i'm the most selfish, idiotic, horrible person on earth who wants to improve my own skills instead of spending time on the sec ones. When i think of this, i feel darned guilty. Or probably coz i'll be a failure at teaching them and end up ruining them and making a foolish joke out of myself.
Why must it always be about me?
Homework is still haunting me.
stifled
alone
empty
numb
restrained
♥ you and i both loved