Tuesday, February 5, 2008 @8:55 PM
Happy birthday cristiano ronaldo! (one of the best players in the league now along with adebayor) Wow 5 Feb. I appreciate his really good soccer talents and skills, so i'm wishing him happy birthday. =P Unlike carlos tevez, another man utd player, it's his birthday, but he's not as good as cristiano ronaldo, so too bad. Muahaha.Bleeding love has a new music video. It's the official US mv. So now, bleeding love has two worldwide renowned music videos. That's called unique. =) Special.I really want to do my work now but i'm having a headache and feeling unusually warm all over. Basically, quite unwell. Gahh it was getting better just now. Sick and tired. Today, i was in a pretty... unhappy mood. Probably because at the start of the day in the morning, I felt sleepy. Sleppy > Cranky. Then no one wanted to represent the class and attend HM Tea so everyone came up with crappy, fake excuses to get out of it. Which was really pissing and maybe that's why i had a charcoal-ed look on my face? In the end, wx and i were chosen to go. Or rather, one of the only choices. Because we don't have "track n field heats". On the negative side of things, next week i'll be having training on monday, tuesday, wednesday and friday training sec 1s and now thursday HM Tea? I'll be totally drained out and it's the period of all the tests and i'll probably not have time to study or even rest and i'll just faint. On the positive side of things, i'm unknowingly making my sec 3 year a significant, meaningful one instead of sec 1 and 2 when i was probably loitering around lifelessly, maybe? I'm already making a good start, with attending HM Tea and 400m track. Or not.After that was bio. Mr Law is really an interesting and nice teacher. And unbelievably for chinese, we got to watch i not stupid 2 for the whole period. Gosh. For english, we went through comprehension. My stomach was growling as usual before recess. After recess was maths. Two marks gone because i didn't label properly. Gosh. Coordinate geometry is really tedious. Bleah. Assembly was a LIVELY class interaction. Derek addressed many many class issues. Haha. Anyone who uses vulgarities or makes obscene gestures and innuendos have to pay $1 to the class fund. For inter-class soccer, the league format makes it much more interesting.
Lezneh has a serious attitude problem.
Lastly, RE. It was ghastly. Apparently our first three choices wouldn't be accepted because of mass appeal. Acres, SPCA, Macpherson. And there flew away our hopes of doing an animal-related project which we really wanted. Argh. Plus the teacher (anonymous) saw that we didn't have any ideas for such Acres and SPCA projects, just waiting for instructions, so i think she thought we didn't really deserve to do that area of research. So her impression of us just zoomed down right into the ground at that moment. I didn't like it (no i didn't) when she said "Maybe your sec 2 RE was relaxed". Well, our sec 2 RE wasn't relaxed okay. At least we didn't research on why people are late for school. Fine. I suggested that we try something new and we chose a project that was interesting but extremely demanding. When we told her our decision, she just looked shocked and it was obvious she had 0% confidence in us. Like "Uhhh... them? They can do it?" Darned discouraging. The teachers desribed to us our project, "bringing us through an exciting learning experience" and okay it seems TOUGH x 100. It's like. If we fail, we die. If we don't work hard, we die. If we don't show 120% commitment, we die. If we aren't creative and think of new ideas, we die. If we're lacking and lousy, we die. If we're just plain not good enough. Maybe i'm exaggerating, but hey. Out of the whole school, we're the "only brave souls willing to take on this challenge".
Okay i know i'm darned negative and that's a lousy attitude of mine but i'm looking on the bright side. I'm going to try my best. And the significance of that means alot.
So i strongly believe that tomorrow will be the last day i will have fun for a very very very long time. Prepare to work, tire, struggle and faint myself out. With all the tests coming after CNY, i'll just watch and see how i'm going to survive. I bought a new racket. Like finally! Haha. Because the bumper's coming off in my old racket (which served me well for an amazing 2 years and more), the string eventually came out. So i'm just using it as a spare after it's re-strung for me by coach. I'm slowly having more confidence while playing squash, using my brains, improving.
One Step At A Time
Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away
Can I forget about the good times that we've been through
Would I let you walk away?
But even if I made a vow
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie *EditYEAH SOME OF MY POST DISAPPEARED AND I HAD TO RE-TYPE CERTAIN PARTS. SIGH. while someone has done quite alot of work harh.
♥ you and i both loved