just jump!

Friday, January 11, 2008 @11:04 PM

this is another harsh lesson
that sometimes
you feel you know this person so well
but you forget there's a limit
to the sense of comfort and closeness and tolerance
that you spill what you say
and come to regret it later

it's really confusing, confusing
you dunno how to deal with that
and cope with this
you're afriad to do the wrong moves
that would just ruin everything
and the way people look at you
and the way people think of you

so in the end you hurt yourself
over something that you don't even know if it's worth brooding about
but you continue to be susceptible
to the slightest hit, the slightest negativity
where's your self-esteem, where's your strong mentality?
but i guess their words of you
and their impressions of you matter so much
that your confidence comes in second

it seems like their actions affect you alot
you keep pushing them closer and closer to you
because of your fear that they will let go
and when they pull back just a little
apprehension sets in and you feel hurt again
are you that weak? or do you just want someone there
next to you, with you, beside you, unmoving

♥ you and i both loved