just jump!

Sunday, January 27, 2008 @9:46 PM

I was thinking of what to post while showering just now. Usually, I would be listening to 98.7 or my hp playlist and singing the songs. Just so cool.

It's difficult to believe that i've managed to maintain this blog until now. I guess it's probably due to ysabel's constant reminders of "did u post today?". She'll say that i dun have to take it as her forcing me to post but hey! i appreciate her prompts if not this blog would have drowned/choked. Bwahaha! Oh and it's also difficult to believe that she, as a man u fan, tried to convince me to have faith in liverpool. Muahaha! Shows how crazy the world or she is. =P On the subject of liverpool, the owners are **** and causing liverpool to be @#$%. They actually let havant and waterlooville (some team consisting of part-time players who ply their trade as a rubbish collector, taxi driver and teacher!) to lead them twice! Making ardent fans like josiah and me scared to death. =( We're still scared. Although liverpool won 5-2.

Sharapova won! Yay her third grand slam =) I missed the first set of the women's final yesterday because I went for run. But sharapova won won won. Oh speaking about run, my legs are aching now. =( And there's a 6km run to deal with tomorrow after sch. Having just ran 4.8 yesterday, my timing tomorrow will be quite disasturous. YES? NO? YES?

To intentionally go against a particular ysabel (who's pining for christmas when it just ended. see how crazy she is? =P), i WILL NOT mention anything about the men's final. WILL NOT.
Although djokovic won against tsonga. Although i'm watching the fourth set now. Although both men played superb winners, amazing, high quality tennis. I might be exaggerating or not, but who cares? It was a great tennis match. Probably because i don't get to watch tennis most of the time. Darn. No cable.
But the main point is that i WILL NOT mention anything about the men's final. I DID NOT mention anything about the men's final. Did i? O.O

[c=48]□YSABEL[/c] [c=63]i dare you to try my heart.[/c] says:
WOW i'm so honoured
[c=48]□YSABEL[/c] [c=63]i dare you to try my heart.[/c] says:
i'm being mentioned!

Of course she should be honoured. Tsk tsk.

I should go sleep now. I'll be darn tired tomorrow. Gahhh. Finished penning my zuo wen but just haven't written it down on chinese fullscape paper. Should i practise my anecdote? Ahhh!

Happy birthday wei xuan and kah jin!
wei xuan (26th) - wished him yesterday but hey! one more belated wish today =)
kah jin (28th) - tomorrow!
Happy birthday!

My next post might be about reminiscing my P1 to P3 years. Which i don't think people know about... It would be like baring a few secrets, if i'm in the right mood. Lalalala.

Stifled feelings
Stifled feelings

♥ you and i both loved

Friday, January 25, 2008 @9:44 PM

Im here alone
didn't want to leave
My heart won't move
it's incomplete
wish there
was a way
that i can get you to understand

NO AIR

Why wasn't i selected for the anecdote today? Now i will have to wait until monday.

Why do i have to write a chinese compo on interesting childhood memories? Because the teacher said so. Now i will have to wonder about what exactly happened during my childhood and translate it to fluent chinese. *ULTIMATE GLARE* at homework.

Why did Federer and Nadal lose? Because their opponents were just too strong for them during the time of the match. Because they have won too many major grand slams/championships that they decide to give AO opportunity to tsonga and djokovic.
Why can't Liverpool win? Because their owners love money more than they love liverpool.

Why does my schedule seem so packed tomorrow that i struggle to find space to breathe? Because. It's just me over-exaggerating my life.
it's just so crappy and STIFLING
Emily is on air! Triple yay.

to you who is depressed
please cheer up!

♥ you and i both loved

Monday, January 21, 2008 @8:28 PM

I screwed up chinese book test. I just plunked, funked, munked it up. But it doesn't matter does it? DOES IT? Does it matter?! Maybe it does. Besides screwed up chinese, there was also chem today. Which i realise i totally forgot all about separation techniques despite having learnt it in sec 1. Sec 1? Yeah sec 1. I think. So i'll just have to refresh my memory by... reading the TEXTbook. Maths was okay, CLE was just one hour blinking by, English was kinda fun.

Besides that, it was an extremely physical day today. During PE, we had to do SBJ (Standing Broad Jump) and Chin-Ups. I improved in SBJ (and) As for Chin-Ups... i expected to embarrass myself by failing to do a single one but i did more than expected. Muahahaha. After that we played soccer. Are my soccer skills disasturous? I love soccer. Then i hardly ate anything for recess and lunch. Which made me gorge myself during dinner just now until my stomach looked 4 months pregnant. That's a feat okay *chuckles*

Then somehow, it was PT for training today. But quite a number of us didn't know and i brought my racquet bag and all! PT at yio chu kang stadium. O.o First, Mr Chow gave us a lengthy talk about taking squash seriously and always trying to improve. I think Mr Chow wants to make squash, our cca, an integral part of our lives and it's more serious now. Regular attendance, good attitude, hardworking. Then PT! It was more tough than usual?... but cool. Run 12 rounds (4.8km), after 3 rounds do 20 push-ups, after another 3 rounds 20 sit-ups, after another 3 rounds 20 purpoise and 20 push-ups again at the end. Next, we sprinted twice of 400m and twice of 200m. I felt very crazy at the first sprint of 400m =) Our next PT will be 4 Feb, just before cny, and next next PT will be 11 Feb, just after cny! It's just so... funny.

I can't believe tk + rachel won! Yay! Deserving winners, they are "nice ppl". Haha. Last episode of the "violently exciting" huang jin lu coming up later.

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

♥ you and i both loved

Sunday, January 20, 2008 @9:41 PM

"Love is not a feeling. It's an ability."

Not bad a line that i remembered from dan in real life. I didn't know that it's such a small-scale movie! that it only premieres in vivo and plaza sing. Dan in real life is a typically typical family movie. =D It's one that you will forget easily after you've watched it. Like i did after a few hours D= But it relates alot to everyday life. I guess that's why it's called dan in REAL LIFE. Umm as derek said, we should learn to appreciate such movies (with romance) as literature students. Muahahah. like real?
Btw, we watched dan in real life as a class during a 3A bonding session. In case i forgot to say. =X which i did.

I think i'm going to die for tomorrow's chinese book test. Like i've only read 1/4 of the book. Supposedly the test is easy but hey! i dun believe it. Perhaps that's why i'm FREAKing OUT tonight. The test will be like a knife cutting through my veins. See i'm FREAKing OUT.
i can't seem to measure how much effort i've put in. Am i slacking or being hardworking? I always give myself the impression that i'm slacking, but am i pushing my limits/boundaries too much? But isn't hardworking and putting in effort all about trying harder and harder?

I visited my grandma in hospital the other day. Recently, i think her condition's getting worse because she's been in and out of hospital pretty often. And all of this gives me a sense of dread and foreboding. The memories of two years ago just hit me hard suddenly. I remember my other grandma? passed away in april two years ago. And it was simply horrible. In fact, more than horrible. It's only after going through the funeral and growing older that i realise how absolutely bad it was. The funeral was almost tormenting and... the rituals... and grown adults with dreadful looks on their faces... only now do i understand the extent of how draining it was. Mostly, i'm afraid of going through it all again. I'm not close to my grandma who's alive now... but it brings to me another sense of regret. Because i was close to my grandma who passed away two years ago and i feel... i might not have treated her well enough when she was alive. For that, i'm somewhat. angry. at myself. I hope she was happy. Before she left. And i hope my grandma now continues to live long.

Michael asked me to be the DJ for recess every friday. At first, i was weirdly strongly against it, but after awhile, i'm kinda opening up to the idea of being a DJ for the sch. Guess it's because i simply love music =) And i admire the muttons and co for their ability to be such... great DJs. More than great.

Another week of school. approaches. Another week of trying hard to learn and get through lessons. I love squash. But i have to start kicking my butt more and live up to the standards that i should be living up to.

Liverpool to win (please!) +
Kobe Bryant looks like the 8th wonder of the world ++
I suddenly want to read romance books with realistic, touching plots

"Love is not a feeling. It's an ability."

♥ you and i both loved

Thursday, January 17, 2008 @10:43 PM

I only have 15 minutes to post because I'm really sleepy and I wish to go to my comfy bed soon. *Yawn* Firstly, today's my mum's birthday so happy birthday!

School's been normal with nothing extra-ordinary. Except that i took my height and weight today. Guess what? I didn't grow a single cm! Gawd i'm short. Do i have to eat special food to make myself grow taller? I wish to grow taller! Other than my current unable-to-grow-syndrome, lessons have been pretty normal. I mean... the lessons have just flown by unsignificantly. Oh no! I can't say unsignificant because lessons have to be all about hard work! Come on i need to put in more effort =X

Tomorrow's friday and the weekend's near! Speaking about weekends, i hope this saturday will be fun. Maths tuition in the morning and it's my first lesson. Should i be nervous? I better not be... Then it's 3A class bonding session in the afternoon. Where we go watch a movie at plaza sing. I need a beautiful movie to wake my senses. Haha that was weird. Okay so yeah! Saturday! Better be a blast. And when i say blast, i mean an explosion of bamm whamm fun in every way.

I feel that I have loads of work to complete. =( Falling into a routine again. I can't wait for the muttons to be back. The entertainment~

Nightie night D=

♥ you and i both loved

Saturday, January 12, 2008 @10:31 PM

Finished my blue-y essay. At least it feels more complete now. Not great but acceptable. I wonder what my lit teacher will think when she reads what i wrote. Probably that i'm crazy. Being an author is fun. Especially because i love emo-tional stories. Romanticism. But i don't have the skills or abilities to pen a darn touching story that could touch ppl's hearts.

Now obs is over, life just returns to a routine. Doesn't it? After tomorrow, where i need to complete all my barf-y homework, it's back to school. Lessons and all. Hope i can attend the maths tuition miss yczl recommended me because! i seriously will need it.

Lakers won, all i want now is for liverpool to do the same.
Reading emo blogs kinda makes me sad. Zzzz.
All the best-ies to people obs-ing next week!

♥ you and i both loved

Friday, January 11, 2008 @11:04 PM

this is another harsh lesson
that sometimes
you feel you know this person so well
but you forget there's a limit
to the sense of comfort and closeness and tolerance
that you spill what you say
and come to regret it later

it's really confusing, confusing
you dunno how to deal with that
and cope with this
you're afriad to do the wrong moves
that would just ruin everything
and the way people look at you
and the way people think of you

so in the end you hurt yourself
over something that you don't even know if it's worth brooding about
but you continue to be susceptible
to the slightest hit, the slightest negativity
where's your self-esteem, where's your strong mentality?
but i guess their words of you
and their impressions of you matter so much
that your confidence comes in second

it seems like their actions affect you alot
you keep pushing them closer and closer to you
because of your fear that they will let go
and when they pull back just a little
apprehension sets in and you feel hurt again
are you that weak? or do you just want someone there
next to you, with you, beside you, unmoving

♥ you and i both loved

@9:23 PM

my essay is *double disappointing sigh* which means i hv to re-think. if there's a status on msn called "dying", that would be my status for now. i feel 100% itchy and like... the channel 8 9 0'clock show (huang jin lu) now is horrible. *shudder shudder* not horrible as in the show sucks but horrible as in the plot is freaking scary.

i'm back from obs, the high towers of hell, and returned to s'pore, the heavens of paradise. okay i'm just joking. i'll hate to spoil anyone's mood before they depart for obs. there's so much that went on during those five days, so much that happened, i dunno if i'll be able to remember them all and relate it here? obs was so unreal, it feels like a dream, that i might wake up tomorrow morning realising i slept through these five days of camp. but i'll have the many bites on my body, souvenirs and memories to remind me. obs will make me talk abt it for many months, coz i need to make myself believe i actually went through and toughed out this camp.

i'll just talk abt the day that was the dirtiest day but also fun. which was kayaking on wednesday. ok wait sidetrack. huang jin lu is really darn horrible. MY GOSH. kayaking kayaking. so we were supposed to set off at 7 in the morning but we lagged for an hour. because of the equipment and packing. ahhh i've really learnt to not like all those heavy and troublesome equipment that we have to drag and lug around. like ponchos, our personal belongings, tents, live vests, jerry cans, etc etc. and i dread packing. darn jia lat. but eventually we managed to head out to sea in our kayaks.

kayaking with katie is cool. he's pro at kayaking and we tried to synchro with our paddles. left, left, left, normal, normal, right right right. and together katie and i owned the seas and outstripped the rest in this activity called kayaking. i suggested to katie that we shld take part in international kayaking competitions and own the world also. but nah we're too busy with sch life.

as a group, we were not bad also. at first some ppl were struggling at the back but after they switched partners we were kinda smooth sailing. woo-hooo. we made alot of good progress. and some of us were so fast we kept overtaking the navigator. navigator speed up! ahhh no the navigator had a really tough job so i can't be selfish and criticize him. see i'm so nice sometimes i shock myself.

when we go kayaking, some incidents are bound to happen. not that i'm pessimistic, but it's inevitable. some ppl were extremely seasick while on the choppy waters and kept vomiting into the sea. then bob, one of my watch members, was so seasick that he jumped into the waters. it was darn painful for him. he had to go back to s'pore to hospital. but the worse part is that after being treated at the hospital he had to come back to pulau ubin. that is really sucky.

after kayaking into the afternoon, it started raining. lightning thunder and all. oh boy now i can't imagine having kayaked in the open seas when there was lightning. brrrrr! anyway, because of the loony weather, we had to stop at a small beach first to hideout and shelter ourselves. it was really... pathetic? come to think of it. all of us wearing ponchos and squeezing together squatting down. feeling dirty and wet. but it's all part of the experience okay! i think i'm being too negative. stupid yeeshing. see miss chan u got ur wish. i'm stupid. =(
ANYWAY we had to wait for abt an hour before the skys would stop peeing. while waiting i actually fell asleep. i cldn't help it okay. it was so easy to fall asleep when ur tired, dirty and sleepy in the rain. this was how i slept. *closing eyes* *manages to stay upright for awhile* *head falls in front* *bounces back to prevent from falling face down into the sand* *repeats process* know that kind of feeling?

the rain stopped and it was back to kayaking. and finally finally we reached campsite. no i shldnt even call it a campsite. it's a big patch of grass where there's enough space to pitch tents. we spent two HOURS transporting all the equipment from the beach up the slope to the big patch of grass. told ya the equipments are darn sian.

btw the "campsite" is called shopping centre. u know why? if u don't, tune in to my next episode. u'll find out then. till then, toodles!

what's my problem? i need ppl to need me
i can't bear to look at my essay anymore

♥ you and i both loved

Sunday, January 6, 2008 @10:34 PM

Last post! Last post! Tomorrow obs! Tomorrow obs!

MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE!

Here is my commonwealth essay. The title's BLUE. It's not completed yet! Feel free to comment. Other than that, BYE! I'm off till friday. =)

Dyson was the most charismatic and compelling individual Delilah had ever met. His quirky lopsided grin seemed to be just enough to make her heart flutter and knees weaken. Delilah knew that Dyson completed her in a way that nobody else could. She never failed to feel secure in his embrace, and the sense of lifelong protection was what his strong arms gave her. Every time she stared into those sparkling blue eyes of his, her heart swelled at the immense amount of love for her she saw in there. She felt encouraged, like she was not afraid of anything anymore. Whatever emotions, whatever disappointments, whatever delights that Delilah went through, there was no denying that she could always fall back on Dyson, the ever dependable constant in her life. Delilah needed Dyson.

Dyson gazed out of the window listlessly, clutching a magazine as he watched the fluffy clouds seemingly float past against the blue sky. Soft mutterings and footsteps of the stewards reverberated around the enclosed space of the aircraft. Dyson was aboard the aircraft that would transport him back to his hometown, Everton, in the matter of a few hours. His heart ached at the thought of the place where his childhood memories emerged from, where he stumbled through his teenage years albeit haphazardly, but with the guidance and support of his parents and friends. He missed Everton very much and he was proud to belong to the blue part of Merseyside.

There was another person who occupied an integral spot in his mind. She was none other than Delilah. His heart throbbed and twinged at the thought of Delilah. The girl with blue eyes so bright they shone light into him, making him break into an uncontrollable smile when all else seemed bleak. Dyson could not wait to have the delicate touch and feel of Delilah in his arms again, to take in the heavenly smell of her strawberry scented hair. It had felt like there was a gaping hole in him when he was away studying in Boston, unable to be filled by anyone other than Delilah.

Without warning, the emergency alarm sounded and the aircraft started shaking violently under major turbulence. The urgent voice of the pilot could be heard throughout the aircraft but his words were unclear. A loud buzzing sound resounded around the aircraft. Without warning, oxygen masks suddenly dropped down from above. Dyson was shaken and sat upright immediately. Fear and tension resounded among the commuters now. Many people sat entrenched in their seats, shocked and unable to move. The feeling of dread was like a snake coiling itself around each and every person in the aircraft. Everything seemed to be out of control. Dyson felt stricken by the apprehension and despair. Without warning, the aircraft started dipping and going into free-fall. Screams and yells followed. Panic-stricken passengers were numb in disbelief. Dyson stared blankly out of the window as a glossy gaze ran across his eyes. Terrified cries echoed around his ears. The aircraft had fallen out of the sky and approached the blue ocean at high speeds.

Right at that moment, the thought of Delilah hit Dyson again. The blue colour of the ocean reflected the blue eyes of Delilah into Dyson. Somehow, he sensed that he was looking straight at Delilah. He saw the immeasurable feelings of love they had for each other glittering around her blue eyes. Despite the situation, Dyson was at peace as he saw Delilah’s eyes, and their love, swell. It wasn’t the ocean looking at him anymore. As always, the gaze in Delilah made him break out into a contented smile. He could identify semblances of Delilah’s mild but playful personality, all flashing through her eyes. He could detect the place in Delilah reserved just for him. Dyson felt like he was drowning, falling deeper into the depths of blue.

“Delilah…”

That was the last thought, feeling and emotion that ran through Dyson’s heart, mind and soul as everything around him went black. The faint hint of a smile was traced over his handsome features.

Delilah dragged her feet along the edge of the football pitch at Goodison Park. Blue scarves were hung around the stadium in loyal support of Everton. The tears just would not stop flowing for Delilah. A couple of weeks had passed but the pain was nowhere near being eased. In fact, the anguish had increased and Delilah was not coping well. Her mother was heartbroken at the poor state Delilah was in and had advised her to take a walk, to probably visit the places which Delilah and Dyson had shared special memories at. Delilah knew her mother wanted her to have some closure. But how could her pain go away when the very person who had always removed her pain would never return to her side again? The wreck in her heart was bleeding love for Dyson.

♥ you and i both loved

Saturday, January 5, 2008 @10:15 PM

Blue

I'm supposed to write a commonwealth essay and the title's "Blue". Yeah there are other titles to write on but "Blue" is where the content can be more... creative. original. interesting. But i can't think of anything now. I don't even know where to start thinking from! Help! Call my hotline if u hv any ideas.

Last night was the last time the muttons were going to host their radio show before they go on holiday for THREE weeks! Ahh i'm gonna miss them. There will be less ha-ha-ha! laughter during weeknights. =(

Woke up late this morning. And packed my stuff for obs. Obs obs! According to kim wee, these are the respective feelings for each day of obs.

First day: Depressing
Second day: More Depressing
Third day: Accept your fate
Fourth day: Fun
Fifth day: Home sweet home

Anyway, i hv mixed feelings for obs. Both positive and negative. Ppl say it's fun. Hmm?

Then i went to sch for raffles trail. Haha introduce and promote squash to all the sec 1s. At first, it was kinda normal... just that the sec 1s were coming into the classroom at high speeds. 200km/h? Before one batch leaves, another group waiting at the door. Elton was funny =)

"Go macritchie run can appreciate nature... look to the left, 'ehh got tree!', look to the right, 'ehh got bushes' lol".

After 4.20, no more students and the parents were coming at 6. So we played squash in the classroom. O.o It was fun! But we got caught. Who else? Our own teacher-in-charge. She was standing outside the classroom looking in at us laughing and enjoying ourselves. Until we realised we were in deep s***. Oops! She came in and scolded us. Gosh but somehow it was funny coz most of us were laughing and trying hard to stop laughing when she was scolding. Hahaha. I was struggling to stop haha-ing. She kept staring at me somemore. We got punished in the end. Down 20 push-ups. Gahh. Captain, vice-captain, douglas (prefect) and junwei had to do 40 coz they are leaders.

After that, most of the ppl left. I decided to go over to gym and visit kt. We just took a walk around the sch compound talking abt random stuff. Haha. Then, my parents came to attend the cca talk and brought me my dinner. So kind! Lol. Went back to the squash classroom. Suddenly, two parents came in. I just left the classroom and let kahjin deal with the parents himself! Lol heh i know i'm bad. I just loitered around outside until the parents left. Muahaha!

Kahjin was hungry so i followed him to RJC 7-11 to buy maggi mee to eat. I was still abit hungry. After our maggi mee, tons of parents just appeared. Like peak period lidat. So kim wee, jun wei, kah jin and i, the remaining 4 left, talked to all the parents. Mostly abt trainings and not to worry if their son doesn't hv previous squash background.

It was quite fun. Just the four of us hanging around in the classroom, chatting, and attending to parents when they came. Very leisurely-like. And kim wee introduced me to this darn nice song by jay chou. Called "cai hong" (rainbow). Apparently it's number one on all the chinese charts. Deservingly coz i think the song is darn nice!

Haha the whole thing ended at 8+ and we had to pack up. It's interesting to stay in sch until 8+ at night and many ppl are still around. I hv no idea why though. =P

I heard some stories abt sec 1 orientation camp this year. Apparently, for fright night, the sec 1s watched two hours/5 episodes of incredible tales. And it was darn scary. Some ppl just left the LT and everyone covered their eyes at the horror parts. That's what my bro said.

During the first night, the sec 1s slept in the hall without air-con. So one guy said "Huh? No air-con very hot i cannot sleep." The PSL just replied "Cannot sleep then don't sleep lor!"

OBS on monday. To friday. All the homework. Sigh.

MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE =)

♥ you and i both loved

Thursday, January 3, 2008 @9:12 PM

The weather was so-oo nice and cooling today. Very shuang. Especially during PE and when i was waiting for bus 70 at the interchange. Ahhh the winds. It made me want to... lie on those huge grasslands in new zealand and stare at the blue blue sky... most relaxing. At peace... peace... peace...

This morning my alarm failed to wake me up. Maybe since my alarm tone is bleeding love and the song's so great it lulled me back to sleep instead of waking me. Dragged my sleepy self to school. It was raining and wet so no morning assembly. Good news: can slack in class. I helped my bro carry his orientation camp duffel bag to his class first. Yup his orientation camp started today. Then went back to my class. 3A is the only sec 3 class on the fourth floor. The rest all higher levels. Means we get to climb less floors everyday. Muahaha! But i'm not used to it yet. First period was... physics. I can't really remember what we did. O_o that boring? Ahh let's move on to PE next! Gosh first PE lesson of the year and it was physically intense alr. 60 crunches! But t'was good training and i needed it. That reminds me... the PE teacher sounds like the guy who taught my bro swimming in pri sch.

After that was maths. Nothing much though. Had to fill in this particulars piece of paper. I wrote "Maths can be great and horrible at the same time." O_o Oh our maths teacher is our form teacher is my squash teacher. On to chem on to chem! Not that chem was exciting. Respect respect respect. Had it drilled into us by the chem teacher. And lame lame-y jokes. These teachers are so confusing lars! They are strict and strangely funny at the same time. Make up ur mind pls! Preferably don't be strict.

Last period of the day. Chinese. I guess our chinese teacher is all right? I didn't want to listen when she gave a stern lecture. The tension is so thick i'ld rather stare at the windows and smile silly-ly.

Followed wx and kt with kenneth to RP auditions after that. Ahhh they weren't required to act. Just an interview. After that was KFC for lunch. Fast food again! I'm scared of my health. What if i'm not growing anymore? Met delwyn who was going for training.

Wx, kt and kenneth wanted to go playground after that lor. But hor, but hor, my mum would kill me if i go playground leh. Then after that lah, in the end hor, they lah, actually go amk library do cip for one hour lor. I bet har, kt would dao me tmr for abandoning them lar. =(

Training tmr. Some place, some thing that i can depend on and sweat my heart out.

Such a stoned post. Obs-ing soon.

The channel 8 9 o'clock show is really nice. Cool cast.

♥ you and i both loved

Wednesday, January 2, 2008 @5:51 PM

Happy New Year!

As promised, here are the songs from 1 to 50 of the 987 top 100 countdown 2007.

1. Welcome To The Black Parade – My Chemical Romance
2. Umbrella – Rihanna ft. Jay-z
3. Hey There Delilah – Plain White Ts
4. Smack That - Akon
5. Irreplacable - Beyonce
6. What I’ve Done – Linkin Park
7. Girlfriend – Avril Lavigne
8. Don’t Matter - Akon
9. Beautiful Girls – Sean Kingston
10. Bouncy Bouncy Smack Smack – Don & Drew
11. Face Down – Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
12. I Don’t Love You – My Chemical Romance
13. The Great Escape – Boys Like Girls
14. Big Girls Don’t Cry - Fergie
15. Jenny – The Click Five
16. When You’re Gone – Avril Lavigne
17. Cupid’s Chokehold – Gym Class Heroes
18. Through Glass – Stone Sour
19. It Ends Tonight – All-American Rejects
20. Your Guardian Angel – Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
21. This Ain’t A Scene, It’s An Arms Race – Fall Out Boy
22. I Wanna Love You - Akon
23. What Goes Around Comes Around – Justin Timberlake
24. My Love – Justin Timberlake
25. Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
26. Give It To Me – Timbaland ft. Nelly Furtado & Justin Timberlake
27. Hurt – Christina Aguilera
28. How To Save A Life – The Fray
29. Grace Kelly - Mika
30. The Sweet Escape – Gwen Stefani ft. Akon
31. Home – Chris Daughtry
32. It’s Not Over – Chris Daughtry
33. 4 In The Morning – Gwen Stefani
34. Makes Me Wonder – Maroon 5
35. Nothing In This World – Paris Hilton
36. High School Never Ends – Bowling For Soup
37. Love You So - Natalie
38. Keep Holding On – Avril Lavigne
39. The Way I Are – Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson
40. Bleed It Out – Linkin Park
41. Fergalicious – Fergie ft. Will.I.Am
42. Here (In Your Arms) - HelloGoodbye
43. I Got It From My Mama – Will.I.Am
44. Thanks For The Memories – Fall Out Boy
45. Wait For You – Elliot Yamin
46. Me Love – Sean Kingston
47. Here It Goes Again – Ok_Go
48. Beautiful Liar – Beyonce & Shakira
49. Love Today - Mika
50. Soulmate – Natasha Bedingfield

Awesome countdown! I especially love the top 20 songs because it was an absolute blast going high and crazily singing the songs online with wanjing, then darren, then wx! Lol and bouncy bouncy smack smack is so funny =P Ahh such a nice way to spend new year's eve. We shld do this next year! Haha.

Blog revamp! Yay =)

♥ you and i both loved