Monday, December 24, 2007 @3:06 PM
Oh joy.I actually felt happy last night. At ease with myself.And today's training wasn't too bad. Although there wasn't a friendly with mgs or ny as we thought there would be. But one bleeding person had to go spoil it all on christmas eve, didn't she?I was just on the bus home, trying to mind my own business. Coz there were no seats left and i happened to be the only one standing. Then this indian woman wasn't too happy with me. Crackpot.She ordered me to go sit down because she said she "see my face fed-up".What the absolute hell. Oh yeah like that really boosted my self-esteem. I don't need her to tell me that my face is ugly. What did i do to her except "disgust her with my face"? Nothing. She told me to "stop staring" when i wasn't. Because i cldn't stand the whole situation, i had to alight three stops earlier.She thought i didn't see right, but i saw her insulting me to the girl next to her. I could tell ok, with the looks she gave me as if i'm just a piece of shitte to her. And the girl was glancing at me. Coz of this idiot situation, i'm now gonna feel extremely self-conscious whenever i'm standing on the bus. Gahh.Normally i wldn't be so... pissed. But i dunno. Guess i just felt really touchy and everything just caught up with me. Or maybe coz of the fanfic i read that made me cry. As in really. The story's called Recnac Transfaerso. When i read chapter 35 i cldn't stop my tears. Serious.I managed to finish my chi bk report! Finally. Haha. At first i thought i missed out on one whole section and got extremely frustrated coz i thought i needed to do extra work. But the kind soul of mr tan wx clarified it with me last night and actually that section is combined with another one so i'm done! Yay. Haha. So now i don't hv to console myself with the fact that a certain ms chan hasn't started on her hol hw. Lol. That's why i was happy last night. Not mentioning that the same ms chan made me laugh with her non-stop "thank you!"s. Not that i don't appreciate it. =)My mum was nagging me to start reading abit before sch starts. (I know, I know) She was holding this chem txtbk so i thought "Hey, next year, i'm starting with bio first and chem is in term 3. So don't hv to read chem first what." Then i felt kinda satisfied with myself. But that was before i realised i'm taking TRIPLE science nxt year so there's no such thing as bio in term 1 and chem in term 3. Sheesh! =_="I think i still hv quite some stuff to complete before sch starts. And i'm going out on weds with 6-01 and it's gotta be really fun coz it's the last gathering for awhile. Thurs going out with wx and kt. This year i didn't buy christmas presents for anyone so i'll fix that nxt year. Sorry ppl!Happy christmas eve!Di di dum dum da
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