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Monday, December 31, 2007 @7:15 PM

As promised, here are the songs from 51 to 100 of the 987 top 100 countdown 2007.

51. Famous Last Words – My Chemical Romance
52. But It’s Better If You Do – Panic At The Disco
53. Because Of You – Ne-Yo
54. Keep Your Hands Off My Girl – Good Charlotte
55. Hello - Electrico
56. Outta My System – Bow Wow ft. T-Pain & Johnta Austin
57. L.D.N – Lily Allen
58. Call Me When You’re Sober - Evanescence
59. Shut Up And Drive - Rihanna
60. Come Back To Me – Vanessa Hudgens
61. Closer - Travis
62. Long Way To Go – Cassie ft. Lil’ Wayne
63. America - Razorlight
64. Last Night – P. Diddy ft. Keyshia Cole
65. U + Ur Hand - Pink
66. Stranger – Hilary Duff
67. Over It – Katharine Mcphee
68. Over You – Chris Daughtry
69. Shortie Like Mine – Bow Wow ft. Chris Brown & Johnta Austin
70. Say Goodbye – Chris Brown
71. Wind It Up – Gwen Stefani
72. Into The Ocean – Blue October
73. The Same Old Sky - Skive
74. Just So You Know – Jesse McCartney
75. Zingy - Ak’Sent ft. Beenie Man
76. Circle Circle Dot Dot – Jamie Kennedy Stu Stone
77. Patience – Take That
78. Summer Love – Justin Timberlake
79. Starlight - Muse
80. Ice Box - Omarion
81. Glamorous – Fergie ft. Ludacris
82. Lil’ Star – Kelis ft. Cee-lo
83. Never Be Lonely – The Feeling
84. Light Up The Sky - Yellowcard
85. How To Touch A Girl - JoJo
86. P.D.A. (We Just Don't Care) – John Legend
87. Wake Up Call – Maroon 5
88. Say It Right – Nelly Furtado
89. Give It To You – Eve ft. Sean Paul
90. Teenagers – My Chemical Romance
91. Tell Me – P. Diddy & Christina Aguilera
92. Never Again – Kelly Clarkson
93. Lovestoned [I Think She Knows] – Justin Timberlake
94. Star Girl - McFly
95. 1973 – James Blunt
96. Look After You – The Fray
97. Clothes Off – Gym Class Heroes
98. All Because Of You – Taufik Batisah
99. Tu amor - RBD
100. This Is Why I'm Hot – Mims


Maroon 5 are coming to s'pore to perform in March 2008.

I'm a confused guy

♥ you and i both loved

@6:04 PM

Rocking out to 987 top 100 countdown! Woots the awesome countdown of all countdowns. =) At number 42 now. I think i know which song will be number 1 alr! Haha welcome to the black parade! See if my prediction's correct. Power 98 top 98 countdown's also going on... but i'm lazy to listen to both countdowns at the same time (though i assure you i can). So someone's updating me on the 98 countdown! Gosh this rocks. Haha. Who cares if i'm stuck at home with no invitations to countdown parties?

I'm going to post the top 100 songs later!

Found an absolutely lovely song courtesy of shumin's blog. =) One Step At A Time! Jordin Sparks. Darn nice song! I was putting it on replay at 11.45 last night while eating a banana and dribbling a ball (bdae present). Gahh sounds wrong. Then at midnight i decided to go downstairs to the playground. It wasn't as dark as i expected. And i live next to the expressway so there's alot of noise which can chase away potentially scary... stuff. I just sat at the rocking thingo that's way too small for me and plugged my ears with music. Ahh i saw ppl watching soccer in their house and i tried peeking in to watch also. But i guess my sneaking skills aren't too good coz they changed channel. Argh. Continued staring into the house at the tv hoping it would be switched back to soccer! but they closed the curtains on me! Maybe they thought i was some retarded fool hanging around at the playground at midnight. Then my dad was at the swimming pool talking to friends... so when he went back home i followed him.

Today's the last day of 2007. 31 Dec. This year, i've gotten more emotional easily. Do i feel like i wasted this year away? Maybe. I don't recall doing anything significant. Though i remember making new friends and getting to re-know ppl and that's been brilliant. And EOYs sucked coz i did worse than expected. Academically, i dunno if i will regret not trying out for Lit RA? Good things of 2007 i guess are that i improved in squash. Quit third lang so that i could go down to the courts and work harder. And of course going for runs every saturday which i cldnt be bothered with last year.

Tomorrow's 2008. Most important of all, i don't want to lose the ppl and friends i have now. I think the thing that i'm most afraid of now is that i'll feel alone. Alone, lonely, where i hv to fight very hard for myself by myself and be really tired. Academically, i wanna work hard. Work hard for my grades. And while doing that, strike a balance to make time for other stuff. That'll be darn difficult but i hv to... try. At home, i wanna try to avoid getting scolded everyday? They think i don't listen but when her words come flying with such venom, i'll not be human if sometimes i don't feel hurt. CCA, train harder of course. That goes without saying. And make it into the team next year. Hopefully, the good thing might happen to me? I won't say coz i'll sound. arrogant. Last of all, try to overcome the insecurity that i always feel. Insecure. Cut that out.

Happy New Year. It's going to be a tough 2008.

♥ you and i both loved

Sunday, December 30, 2007 @7:44 PM

I bought a pink polo t-shirt at animal yesterday! Haha. My first pink shirt. That i'm going to wear for chinese new year. And because it was a purchase of more than $50, got free umbrella and 2008 calender too! It's a nice shirt and i don't look weird in it. Hopefully? *Raises eyebrow*

Went to AJ for run yesterday morning. It's great to stand outside watching ppl do PT in the court and i don't have to because i passed alr muahaha. Gosh before i ran i told yi kang i would pace him but i ran ahead after two rounds. Gahh... felt guilty! Because i went to run, i missed watching i am legend with the three muskeeters. Suddenly everyone is raving abt that movie, making me feel all the more disappointed i missed it. =( Visited grandma in hospital in the afternoon. Apparently grandma can't eat solid food as she has problems swallowing. Sigh. She didn't look like she had problems swallowing. Now she has to eat grey, white and yellow gooey stuff that looks... ewww. Poor grandma.

Then then then man u lost to west ham! Wahahaha. Everyone's favourite player cristiano ronaldo missed a penalty. =) Sorry man u fans. I wanted man u to lose and they did. So obedient!

This afternoon was playing pool time with wx, wj, delwyn and darren. Playing pool, blasting music and cam-whoring. =P Darren had to leave early and lucky delwyn's going to watch sharapova play tennis tonight. Unfair git! Haha. Wx, wj n me went to kfc after that but we had to make a great escape because one of us (not me =P) threw a popcorn chicken at a stranger. We thought they were going to complain! Scary. So natural instinct, run run run. Blared songs on the mrt again and i guess ppl were staring but... don't care la!

Did you know

that Maria Sharapova lets loose loud screams/grunts when she plays tennis? Well the loudest scream/grunt she has ever made is equal to the sound of a jet plane taking off. Amazing isn't it?

Did you know

that i've only read 40 pages of the 490 page chinese storybook that i'm supposed to read for hol hw? And sch is starting in like 2 days? Meaning? Die lor. What else.

Did you know

that i'm supposed to mug for set theory now? Apparently wx said there's a test. TEST. My goodness! I'm scared of tests!

Did you know

that if every sentence of verbal abuse directed at you kills 1% of your soul, i would have died a long time ago.

Did you know

that i mega absolutely totally love bleeding love so much? And leona lewis of course. If bleeding love doesn't reach number 1 in some chart next year, i will... knock my head against the wall. Or eat chocolate.

♥ you and i both loved

Friday, December 28, 2007 @10:30 PM

Somebody just called me useless.
At least that person doesn't know how much it hurts.
I guess I should be used to it.
And maybe I shldn't even be complaining here.
Coz it's my fault.
And useless hardly qualifies as an insult.
But it still hurts.

"Empty" by click five is just perfect now.

♥ you and i both loved

@10:05 PM

This quiz is really cool so i'm just going to do it for entertainment's sake? Really really just for fun.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.

-How Are You Feeling Today?
Runaway-Avril Lavigne (Haha. Yes i definitely wanna run away from the end of december and zoom back to the start of december! So i hv one more month of fun. =P)

-Will you get far in life?
Walk Away-Paula De Anda (Hmm. Brilliant answer. I need to walk away from no-good ppl.)

-How Do Your Friends See You?
Nobody's Perfect-Hannah Montana (Lol wow. Mann that's cool. What i want my friends to see me as. =) Not perfect but appr. me for who i am. Can't believe how much sense this is making!)

-Will You Get Married?
Happy Ending-Mika (Omg! I swear i'm not cheating or anything! Coz the answers seem too positive so far. My relationship will progress to a happy ending where I get married? XD Muahaha I’m thinking too positive.)

-What Is Your Best Friend’s Theme Song?
Don’t Stop The Music-Rihanna (Yay! My best friend likes to dance and rock out to great music. Next time we can go to Ministry Of Sound or ZoukOut to party and dance! Haha.)

-What Is The Story Of Your Life?
Teardrops On My Guitar-Taylor Swift (Argh… means I will suffer heartbreaks in the future. Or countless heartbreaks. Boo!)

-What Was Primary School Like?
Won’t Go Home Without You-Maroon 5 (Uhh… yeah I never went home without my bro in primary sch.)

-How Can You Get Ahead In Life?
With Love-Hilary Duff (Woots! It’s confirmed! I need loads and loads of love! Don’t hold back ppl gimme ur love!)

-What Is The Best Thing About Your Friends?
Wake Up Call-Maroon 5 (I so hope this is true! The best thing abt my friends is that they give me wake up calls in life? Cheer me up when I’m down, shake me awake when I’m fumbling down the wrong path in life.)

-What Is In Store For This Weekend?
The Great Escape-Boys Like Girls (So exciting XD I’m escaping down to play pool with wx and wj this sunday! Hopefully.)

-What Song Describes You?
He Said She Said-Ashley Tisdale (Lol. I know! He Said She Said means there are many voices. So… there are many voices in my head telling me different things… that’s why this song describes me as a terrible decision maker! Haha that’s kinda appropriate.)

-To Describe Your Grandparents?
Tattoo-Jordin Sparks (This officially doesn’t make sense. My grandma doesn’t have a tattoo.)

-How Is Your Life Going?
Stop And Stare-One Republic (Hmm… Yeah my life’s been pretty stagnant. Stopping and staring but not moving on!)

-What Song Will They Play At Your Funeral?
Island-The Starting Line (I hope I get to live at a beautiful island after I die)

-How Does The World See You?
We Belong Together-Mariah Carey (I didn’t know the world is so nice! Want to be with me. Or I’m popular? Ha!)

-Will You Have A Happy Life?
The Best Damn Thing-Avril Lavigne (I will have the best damn life ever.)

-What Do Your Friends Really Think Of You?
I Know What I’m Doing-Birdman & Lil’ Wayne ft. Rick Ross & T-Pain (Weird Song. Glad to know my friends have confidence in me. =P)

-Do People Secretly Lust After You?
Contagious-Avril Lavigne (So many avril songs but I promise I’m not cheating! Does that mean uhhh… yes?)

-How Can I Make Myself Happy?
Iris-Goo Goo Dolls (Buy an iris flower to be happy?)

-What Should You Do With Your Life?
Foundations-Kate Nash (Great Advice. Build a solid foundation first before I think abt what to do with my life.)

-Will You Ever Have Children?
Lovestoned[I Think She Knows]-Justin Timberlake (That means yes? Love and children connect. Right?)

Gahh… this just gave more questions than answers. And there are some perfect answers that are too good to be true? It’s life after all. Life is a bitch. And life always hahhh… throws up stinky roses.

♥ you and i both loved

@10:04 PM

NLT

I just got a new album on weds! Carnival Ride. Carrie Underwood. T'was a thoughtful present by wx. Hahaha. Must admit it isn't a great album but there are some nice songs. That's the third album i own now. And my target for the fourth one. LL! I can't believe madapple sleeps until 4pm in the afternoon. It's almost as if he works the night shift and has to make up for lost sleep. Zzzz.

Speaking about weds, it was darn fun! Played so much pool. Haha. I'm not going into details because... WJ described it the best. =)

987 top 100 is coming up! 31 Dec. Wahaha I’m so excited. =P

♥ you and i both loved

Monday, December 24, 2007 @3:06 PM

Oh joy.

I actually felt happy last night. At ease with myself.

And today's training wasn't too bad. Although there wasn't a friendly with mgs or ny as we thought there would be. But one bleeding person had to go spoil it all on christmas eve, didn't she?

I was just on the bus home, trying to mind my own business. Coz there were no seats left and i happened to be the only one standing. Then this indian woman wasn't too happy with me. Crackpot.

She ordered me to go sit down because she said she "see my face fed-up".

What the absolute hell. Oh yeah like that really boosted my self-esteem. I don't need her to tell me that my face is ugly. What did i do to her except "disgust her with my face"? Nothing. She told me to "stop staring" when i wasn't. Because i cldn't stand the whole situation, i had to alight three stops earlier.

She thought i didn't see right, but i saw her insulting me to the girl next to her. I could tell ok, with the looks she gave me as if i'm just a piece of shitte to her. And the girl was glancing at me. Coz of this idiot situation, i'm now gonna feel extremely self-conscious whenever i'm standing on the bus. Gahh.

Normally i wldn't be so... pissed. But i dunno. Guess i just felt really touchy and everything just caught up with me. Or maybe coz of the fanfic i read that made me cry. As in really. The story's called Recnac Transfaerso. When i read chapter 35 i cldn't stop my tears. Serious.

I managed to finish my chi bk report! Finally. Haha. At first i thought i missed out on one whole section and got extremely frustrated coz i thought i needed to do extra work. But the kind soul of mr tan wx clarified it with me last night and actually that section is combined with another one so i'm done! Yay. Haha. So now i don't hv to console myself with the fact that a certain ms chan hasn't started on her hol hw. Lol. That's why i was happy last night. Not mentioning that the same ms chan made me laugh with her non-stop "thank you!"s. Not that i don't appreciate it. =)

My mum was nagging me to start reading abit before sch starts. (I know, I know) She was holding this chem txtbk so i thought "Hey, next year, i'm starting with bio first and chem is in term 3. So don't hv to read chem first what." Then i felt kinda satisfied with myself. But that was before i realised i'm taking TRIPLE science nxt year so there's no such thing as bio in term 1 and chem in term 3. Sheesh! =_="

I think i still hv quite some stuff to complete before sch starts. And i'm going out on weds with 6-01 and it's gotta be really fun coz it's the last gathering for awhile. Thurs going out with wx and kt. This year i didn't buy christmas presents for anyone so i'll fix that nxt year. Sorry ppl!

Happy christmas eve!

Di di dum dum da

♥ you and i both loved

Thursday, December 20, 2007 @10:09 PM

man do i feel guilty =(
received so many presents
christmas. birthday.
so many nice nice presents
lovely
but selfish me?
didn't give anyone christmas presents
or at least return the favour
what an idiot

ok i promise
on the stroke of midnight
on christmas day
i'll turn over a new leaf
be a totally different person

for the better of course

but as someone said
a person needs to be flawed to be interesting
smth along those lines


slaughter muttons

♥ you and i both loved

Monday, December 17, 2007 @5:07 PM

Hady mirza is the first asian idol! Yay. Haha. But wow. Singapore making her mark on the music scene. Woots! Thanks to the great hady. =)

But hady hady hady. Why didn't u reserve some of ur brilliant inspiration for liverpool? See lah, they lost to man u. Its always 1-0. The odd goal. And leona lewis' bleeding love drops to number 2 on the UK chart. Sigh. But she stayed at number 1 for a fantastic seven weeks. I realise smth. I have an affinity with the letter "L". The people i support have "L" in their names. Liverpool. Leona Lewis.

Today training was unexpected. Michael came at the same time as me. Unexpected number 1. (I'm always early and he's always late) (Don't tell him i said that~ =P) He was with a girl - also a squasher. Unexpected number 2. Actually not that unexpected. He has alot of girl-friends. (Don't tell him i said that too~ =P) When i reached the courts, scgs squashers were all there. Unexpected number 3. Yuan lai we were playing a friendly with scgs and coach didn't tell us. I guess its coz last month's friendly at scgs only 5 ri squashers went. So paiseh. (Shh i didn't go!)

I felt like vomiting at the start of training. Luckily it went away. And the scgs girls brought a chocolate cake. Someone's bdae? Marcus said i must eat one slice of the cake. I didn't want to so i said "uhh i eat chocolate won't feel well". Then the matches went underway. Three hours i played only one match. Which i lost. I really need to improve. More. After the friendly coach, captain, vice captain gave a (pep talk?).

In the court, there are no friends. Opponent = enemy. If there's an opportunity to kill, kill. There's no space for u to relax.

The scgs squashers are good.

Coz i hardly trained, i stayed for an extra hour to train. Went for lunch with marcus, kim wee and kevin. All seniors.

Ok this last part is important. Listen up! Actually u can dun listen if u find "thank you" speeches boring. Like star awards last night. Haha.

"I want to thank each and every one of you out there who wished me a happy birthday. I want to thank you all for making me feel that my birthday is a special occasion and for that, i'm really grateful. I want to thank michael, patrick, jonathan, ervin, lionel, josiah, ping yen and lin sen for turning up on saturday. Hope u all had a fun time. I want to thank you all for the presents too! "Chicken soup for the teenage soul" book, liverpool soccer ball and the birthday cake. Including the nice red t-shirt from ysabel and delwyn. =) Thanks!"

What a long and sentimental speech. Brrr! But u all get my sincerity there. Bared for everyone to see. =)

Hold on. I also have a "don't want to thank you" speech.

"I absolutely 100% do not want to thank manchester united for beating liverpool last night." Period.

Toodles.

*edit

Oh Oh! I just heard some mutton jokes.

"Ur so ugly that u were born on the expressway, isnt that where most accidents happen?"
"Ur so ugly that when u went into the haunted house, u came out with an application form."
"Ur so fat u dun hv dreams when u sleep, u hv movies."

Haha! Oh man i cldnt catch some of the other good jokes. Anyway, don't stop the music by rihanna is new this week on 98.7fm!

♥ you and i both loved

Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @5:24 PM

Hellos.

A nice birthday present i would like is to see liverpool beat man u on sunday.
A nice birthday present i would like is the leona lewis album.
A nice birthday present i would like is

for my birthday wish(es) to come true.

One of these wishes would be for me to have

a fantastic friday and saturday.

♥ you and i both loved

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